Last baby, blues

Well since I found out I was pregnant, I have felt a completion in our family. I knew that I wanted this precious baby to be our last. I have completely mixed feelings about this. I am on one hand SUPER excited to have our family completed and in about 2 yrs I will be completely out of the baby stage and that will be very nice! On the other I will miss the amazing miracle of feeling a life grow inside me, I will miss giving birth (I know it's wierd but I have had easy deliveries and their is just something so joyful about going to the hospital prego and leaving with a CHILD!), and I will miss having little ones in our house. I have truly loved every stage of watching my boys grow from infants, into toddlers and into little boys! And since I know this one is a girl ( I just do can't tell you how ;) I feel complete in our family. I am going to now focus on enjoying every second of this pregnancy, birth, and infancy stage since I won't get it again. However I am so thankful and blessed with what I do have. I truly do have the best life in the whole world!!! Who knew that by 25 years old I would already have 4 kids and be done having babies... NOT ME!!!